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Tuesday, 28 February, 2012
49 Days
Some time back i was hooked to this Korean drama called "49 Days". At first my whole family was watching except for me. Cos they saw it on the cable TV and sort of got addicted to the drama. At that time i couldnt be bothered to watch it cos i dont want to waste my time watching drama that repeat the old same clinches (eg. cancer, car accidents.. etc).Then after a month or so, my mum and bro were pestering me to watch the drama as if im going to regret my whole life if i miss this drama. lol. So, i granted their wish and started watching it partial unwillingly and out of boredom. For the first few episodes, i was like this:  Then after the 10th episodes i was like this:  I told myself that i shouldnt waste my tears on dramas anymore, but for the last few episodes i was like..  This drama is actually about a girl who accidentally got into an car accident (nt the typical see-car-going-bang-you-down-but-continue-to-stare-back scene) and went into a coma. So in order to regain conscious, she was on a quest to collect 3 drops of tears from 3 different people (w/o blood relation with her) within 49 days, and of course, the girl for being the reason for the tears. However, she can only use another person's body to move around.  At first, the girl thought it was pretty easy to collect the tears, cos she was popular in sch and she has a fiance that she thought that love her than anything else. It's within that 49 days that she realised that most of her friends dont really like her because they were actually jealous for what she had, and her fiance is a plain bastard who just wanna cheat all her family's money away. Devastated indeed. I wont be a spoiler for those who have not watch the drama, so i wont reveal the ending over here. However, what i wanna say is that, 真正珍惜你的人，不一定是你认为的那个人。 Life is a piece of shit sometimes. When u trusted someone with all your heart, they'll break ur heart cruelly without hesitation once they got what they want from you. For people that realised these assholes real intention earlier, congratulation, you freed urself from misery. For people who dont realised untill these chupacabra suck dry whatever you have, i empathise with you, from the bottom of my heart. These few months i've been through a shit load of crap and got to see the real faces of some bastards. Made me gone through hell for nothing but pain. I wont hate them for now on, cos hating them is wasting my attention on useless crap. I should thank them, as its all because of them that i realised who are the people around me that truly and wholeheartedly care for me. Also, i've learned to be more conscious about the friends that i make and the words that they say. Im a happy girl now. =) Sunday, 29 January, 2012
龟兔赛跑
有一天，一只自信的兔子看到一只乌龟在森林里缓缓的爬着。兔子突然间心血来潮，跑向乌龟说：“我们来一场赛跑吧！终点是森林中央的湖泊。我肯定跑得比你快！”
乌龟听了，想了又想，犹豫了好一阵子。兔子开始有点不耐烦地，等着乌龟的答复。这时，乌龟才慢慢地抬起头来对兔子说：“好啊。我准备好了。”
兔子一听到乌龟接下了挑战，点了头，喊了声：“那我们现在开始！” 头也不回会的往湖泊奔去。
兔子一开始好卖力地跑着，一心只想跑到终点的雀跃。另一厢，乌龟才提起有点笨拙的脚步，慢慢地，慢慢地，用尽全力地往湖泊迈进。
跑着跑着，眼看湖泊就在兔子的眼前。但是，在到达终点前兔子必须穿越一片充满荆棘的花丛。兔子看着那充满刺的花丛，他，胆怯了，迟疑了，止步了。
兔子，想放弃了。
因为怕痛，因为觉得不值得，因为担心太多。所以，兔子决定弃权了。
兔子掉回头告诉乌龟自己放弃了比赛。说完后不当一回事地，一溜烟就消失在森林里。
虽然没有了对手，乌龟还是继续往湖泊迈进。但是乌龟也会像兔子一样放弃前进吗？还是会穿过那布满荆棘的花丛到达湖泊？
×待续×
身体健康，事事顺心。
Saturday, 24 December, 2011
Merry Xmas?
Was about to blog a long ass emo blog post to pity myself, and hence the qn mark in my title. But after reading Cheeserland (started by a blogger named Cheesie from msia who won the best fashion blog award for NAPBAS 2011), my mood is like 10x better alrdy. Not like she got some kind of supernatural power that psycho me to have good mood. Just felt better when i wasnt trapped in my own world. Her blog (cheeserland.com) is pretty entertaining to read. Worth spending some time reading it if u are interested in traveling, fashion and... internet meme-ing. LOL.
Im getting super emotional recently. I think im experiencing PMS.. Both post and pre. lol.
 *Emo mode switched on again* Well~ *swims out of nemo lynn's world* As i was saying...... when i read Chesserland, i really wished to be like a full time blogger like her. To be able to get sponsored for traveling all around the world, get paid for blogging different products after using them, and so many many more good stuffs. But i knew it wont happen to me. *sobs* T^T I knew it cos first of all, how do i get few thousands of viewers to read my blog??? I dont know how the famous bloggers do it, but i guess im too lazy to update my blog often and with so much nutritional info. Mostly i'll just mourn and groan about my boring everyday life and my sucky experiences which i bet people will get really sick reading. Like.. "eww, what's wrong with this bitch trying to look like the most pathetic human in the entire universe?" or.. "Oh please, there she goes all drama like a soap opera. *rolls eyes 10 times* " Ya.. My blog just not very pleasing to people sometimes.. =( And something is wrong about my presentation also. I dont have a personalised page. Im lazy blogger who 'kop' the blogskin from blogskins.com conveniently. Partly, its so easy its just ctrl+c and ctrl +v and tadaa u have a nice blog layout. And partly.. im just a total IT idiot. Anything related to electronic items i'll have no patience at all for it. A minor glitch u'll see me pulling out all my hair, chewing the people around me, and me mutilating that electronic item that pissed me off. Designing my own blog is too much for me. I still want my lappy to stay in one piece a liittle longer. lol. Lastly, my English sucks. =3= Most likely people reading my blog will start picking out all my spelling and grammer mistakes, and criticizing my limited vocab. I dont think my fragile heart can take all the arrows. Remember, im a emo nemo. Bloop bloop~ =3= So my conclusion: I'll still blog, but still carry on to dream that i'll become a famous blogger. LOL. Everyone has the right to dream right? haha. Its xmas eve I know. Most people should be happily celebrating or planning for some exciting activities tomorrow. I just dont have the habit to celebrate Christmas since my family doesnt celebrate it all along.. and there's no one i can celebrate all these years. T^T Hopefully... tomorrow will be a.. Merry Xmas? I really hope so. Friday, 16 December, 2011
Pontian December 2011
Intended to write a very emo post today, but i guess my blog is alrdy very well-flooded with those emo nemo posts. So i decided to write something about what i did today and yesterday! Reached my grandma's hse at Pontian yesterday, and i cant wait to update my blog after i come back, so i decided to update my blog today. haha.
Yesterday, my mum, bro and I decided to take a coach from Larkin to Pontian. Larkin is basically a bus interchange near the msia custom, and u can take buses from here to almost every place in msia at a super affordable price!
 And we added a new family member to our family! My cousin brought a dog back~   Super hyperactive canine. This is the only clear photo that i can snap cos he's constantly hopping around. Must be too excited to see pretty girl like me. HAHAHAHA. After visiting the new member in our family, I went to see the other dog, 黑嘴. He was damn happy to see me, but just as i was about to take of photo of him, i realised he was slowly inching away from me like im radiating some bad odour when i use my camera. =.= Then i found out that he actually doesnt like to take photo! LOL. He just dont like to face the camera, and 'siam' away from the camera like its jinxed or something. lol.   hahahahahhahahahahaha. XD Below is the sequel of what happened after the pic above..    Totally no give me face. =3=  No la.. Just being very 贪吃. HAHA. =p With my craving satisfied, me, my mum and bro went to stroll around the area. And saw several things that caught my eyes.  Guns are legal in Msia meh??? Hmm....O_o  There's a H&M in Pontian! Just that the H&M here only sells lingerie. LOL.  So that's all for now~ The weather is super hot over here, and i feel im going to get baked sitting in the living room. lol. Caught a flu ytd, and the medicine i took is making me super drowsy. @@ Update my blog again~ tata~ =) Thursday, 15 December, 2011
我快受不了。不。能。哭。 Wednesday, 16 November, 2011
Trust
Hasnt been blogging for quite some time cos i dont know whether its the appropriate timing to blog. Exams are just next week and my revision progress is going on at snail speed. And also, some things are still hanging there... guess really need some time to settle them.Sometimes, it really sucks to be stuck at a position where everything is unclear. Its like someone forcefully blindfolded u and ask u to walk out of a complicated maze urself. U frantically wanna find a way out, but the more u panic, the more u'll bang into the wall or trip over urself. In the end? The more u are lost. Sucks. Totally. Insecurity and lack of assurance is really gonna kill me one day. I seriously dont understand why i always feel this way. Perhaps, im afraid of the unknown. Perhaps, im afraid of unpredictability. Perhaps, im lacking... Trust. Maybe its my past experience and the things that i observed around me, my trust for people are slowly diminishing. Im feeling more dubious about people's actions and words. Is that the real intention? Is the person hiding some things from me? Why am i feeling this way? 你的心在哪里？ 我不想再浪费泪水。 Monday, 31 October, 2011
心事
There's a very good reason why i want to share my problems with my friends more than with my parents, cos i understand that my friend will be there to be my listening ear, to allow me to finish my story. Most imptly, wont scold me like hell like a mum when i express my thoughts.I want to feel better by expressing my thoughts to my friends, nt to feel like a sinner after confiding my deepest thoughts to them. If i feel worse after saying out how i feel, then what's the point of sharing? Make urself feeling more vex on top of my original problems? I know u all care. But by the method that u all are caring for me now, u all are not making me feel any better, neither does it solve my problems. In fact, I feel like shit now. I also cant be bothered to explain too much alrdy. I dont want to get anymore scoldings. Suddenly i feel sharing my thoughts may not really be a gd idea now. Maybe i should just keep everything to myself. I'm like that, and that's that. I cant change my character. Im fickle. Im fickle because im constantly searching for that only thing that i always yearn for. Something simple, but something that i always dont get. Once i found it, i'll stop weaving. I believe i've found it now. Im serious about it. So please stop making assumptions and treat me someone that's not sober. Haix.. I feel so terrible now........ 好累。 I just need some support. |
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